Joshephin

SORRY MY ENGLISH SUCKS YA...


So to be honest I don't even know how to start all this 
Maybe first I wanna tell that I'll try to study art and that I have not much time and lots to learn 
Second  I been inactive because I decided to upload my art on the instagram since I don't spend much time on digital art or on my computer anymore 
BTW PLEASE CHECK MY INSTAGRAM BECAUSE NOW I WANT TO SHARE MY BIGGEST PROBLEM www.instagram.com/joshephi/


So okay now I will present my problem with one short (I think ) story 

I started draw since 11 YES and I still suck .. Why? because I was always drawing from my head.. No references .. No tutorials .. And that was the  biggest mistake I ever did because i wasted 6 years and I didn't learned a thing .. I started to pay more attention to art since last year . I mean I started to use a bit more references  and stuff like that but I was only doing that on  digital art . ANYWAY not long time ago (2 months ago lol ) I decided that I want to study art. And yet I'm going all crazy about it because I don't like my art its messy I  don't know how to color or do the line art. PLUS my art is very meh.. Its not creative or interesting it's too simple... i don't even have my own style... And AND AAAAAAAAAAND My anatomy sucks I can't draw difficult poses . I draw everyday  and I know I should pay more attention to my school exams but  I think ART is more important to me and I really want to get a free place to the art academy SO YEA.. Now people who reads this I ask you to visit my instagram and tell all your opinion about whats wrong with my art?(be very honest I wont be offended )... Maybe you have to share your story about how you improved? Maybe you have some advices or tutorials? I will accept any help . Thanks for wasting your time . P.S sorry about my English again aaaaaaaaaaa.